there are so many things to finish and decide right now. i can honestly say that i've no idea what i'm doing. it's not that i won't get around to working on what i have to, but it's just that where to start and what to do in the mean time kind of problem. i got the merit scholarship. $4,200 annually renewable--and i'm so happy. anything from anyone is something to celebrate. that barely dents tuition, and i've got a long ways to go, but at least i feel moderately better than when i'd nothing... i'm trying not to take anything for granted... it's just that the last few months of high school are rounding up, and what i'll do with them, i've no